Fix You Together

Remember when we finally met?
we were best friends like that. we were all weird and funny and not very cool but we had each other
Remember when we went into junior high?
We were scared and not the best looking girls. It was strange, and we had to find our way. we were still weird, funny and not very cool except to some people. But we enjoy life more than most.
Remember when  shared memories?
We went on adventures. We cried and dreamed and lived for the summer. Enjoy life even more than the last month
Remember when I got a job?
I didn't have as much time in the summer, I met alot more people. I tried to help us all with jobs and money troubles, but I didn't know what to do
Remember when I you to not hate me in the future?
Thats because I knew we would be apart more than we were together. I had alot of different friends and it was hard to see them all. But we still saw each other, and I said we would always be my home, where my heart was, was all with us.

Then we kinda changed

Do you see me now?
Im not proud of some of the actions I made and some things I said. I don't know think the road im on is dangerous but I won't be able to do it without us! I regret not being at each others houses everyday, and not knowing us more.
I promise I will be a better person though.

spirit of christmas

This is the spirit of christmas

Never Grow Up

Harry Potter
We were talking about it the other day at sammy's

we talked about a lot. at sammy's (look HERE)

Its one of the most beautiful, sad, and amazing story ever told. ever.
It will stay with me forever. Always

It reminds me of the last musical I ever did at the JR high
The time I left my good friend david at efy
It reminds me of my last day as a freshman
my 2nd year of girls camp
all my harry potter shirts I wore when I was young
My best friends in vernal
Isom in arizona
and it reminds me that story is done

It reminds of growing up
and how I am a sophomore.
I will be leaving in 2 years
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and I don't want to grow up at all.
Im okay with being 16. but I don't want to be any older
It makes me cry actually.
Yes I did cry at sammy's thinking of it
its so different. to be old
You dream about it when your young.  play pretend, steal mommy's red shoes, purple gloves, and put on your cute dress up glasses. at least that what i did.
I'd go in my 'car"and find things to put in my basket from the "store"

Now I learn to drive on state street and get a job so I can buy things.
its just not the same.
i miss it really.

I miss all the memories I 've shared with my friends and I hope we don't change too much.
Never grow up

Forever changed.

As we remember what little we saw on September 11, 2001 we still ache for the lose.
Though I was small, I remember the terror and sadness on my parents faces and how they spent the whole day watching the buildings. I remember watching them explode. How horrified the people on the screen looked.
I don't remember much from then, but its a great part of my life now.
Though I wasn't there watching them fall, or feeling the smoke and dust in my lungs and my heavy heart sink
Though I never heard the cries of the people or felt the pain of knowing they will never sit by you again,
I cry.
I shed  tears on this day for the lost, the loved, for the grieve of another and their pain
even though that not mine. It still feels like bullet through my heart and I pray for them. To heal the holes in their own souls. To be even stronger than they were.
This nation is changed forever.

never forget

9/11