i dont want it. at all.
i am not fit for this calling.
i've make too many mistakes daily and i hurt someone once a week.
and i just cant do it..
my life is up side down and backwards at the same time. obviously its not supposed to work that way.
im just too busy for anything
people think im too "cool"
i hate that so much
it makes me sound like a prissy chick which im NOT
people avoid talking to me cause they think i will judge them or something
i hate that also
why are people so complicated?!
the more i try to be myself the more im wrong
so i try to be some else
but..
that doesn't work either
i wish i was someone else
who's life was less complicated..
i know these are my trials but i cant take it.
i.dont.know.what.to.do
i think the beatles put it best
seriously.
im just the wrong person!!
why?
im not fit for it!
i cant handle my own life how am i supposed to try to help others?
idk
i just dont know
3 comments:
God called you for a reason. It'll be okay. Pray about it. Scriptures. You'll be fantastic.
the lord works in strange ways. this is his way of helping you. i had the same thoughts when i was called to be mia maids president, and it has blessed my life immensely. you'll learn new things about yourself you didn't even know was possible. just give it time and trust in the lord.
love ya,
austyn
The big man upstairs knows....there is a purpose. You will be strengthened. (:
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