Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Sweet babies!!

So
I kinda watch this one show
cause i think its ridiculously cute
and hilarious
and I love it

I love it so much(:


...
Its called
ADVENTURE TIME
best thing ever


ohhhhhhh

I really love babies right now.
They are so cute(:

i wish zach was a baby
no for real

yeeeauhhhhh

Thursday, November 24, 2011

thanksgiving

I am thankful for cream of chicken soup.
for steve's amulets,
shoes
clothes
a warm bed
friends who love me for me
emotions
for happiness and fear
for jill
emilee
olivia
for piano
music
breanna
for school
christmas trees
snow sledding snowboarding
snow flakes
jesus christ
stars
babies
for mike
austyn
morgan
levi
boyz
soup
blushing
meat
salad
Im thankful for life!(:

have a great thanksgiving(: (:

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

david

i really miss my friend david.
like so bad
i love him.
and hes in arizona..
and i haven't talked to him in 2 months

i just don't like watching his life through photos.
actually i hate it
it makes me feel. less important. i guess.
ahhh its driving me insane!!!

i just miss my friend.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Breathe out

Strangers walk by and wonder what my story is (some keep walking with their head to the floor)I wonder who they are , where they came from
every brush of the arms and accidental touch of the hand or the glance into the curious eyes of a stranger, makes you shiver (in a good way)
The tension of two strangers is a game. friends or foe.
A friendly smile of opposites spike the heart
The heat of another person when its snowing out makes you smile
A breathe on a cold night makes me wonder in awe
The little mistakes that go unrecognized, I like to see 
reaching out and holding the hands of another helps me to know they are alive, like me.
Knowing i'm important maybe in some way to them that day,
im something they will talk about
good or bad

Still.. sometimes I look at myself and think im just a girl
Sometimes others think that too.

Sometimes im the only one who can say what  can say
and sometimes other think it for me
sometimes people don't know i think like i do and never say
some do know but only at times.
Most don't know what exactly i'm thinking at all, at anytime
little try to expect what I will say
who knows what they will say

Sometimes I walk in my bathroom with my pain blue shirt and my pain brown hair with the little bit of makeup on my eyes. and I think you are just a girl
and then I keep thinking.

Friday, November 18, 2011

ohmydear



this is why these movies are amazing!
oh they make me cry
i cant believe its over!!!
ah i love it

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Bdays. sometimes they are worth it

1st period
computer technology blah

walk in, clock in. weird? very

see a boy (whaat?)
hmm hes nice looking
is he fimilar?
 no.. ohmycuss he looks like that efy kid
dude.

then got chocolate hooray
get a hug from lee, talk to lee,  talk to tristin, talk to kass, talk to mckenna

boy thinks im cute(blush) and wanted me to ask him to a dance sorta  (BLUSH)

Science partners.
one doing his algebra likey he forgot to do it yesterday the other asleep. love his curly hair
I sit down and think of what curly boy said last weeek

girl: "im confused! are we taking a test on wood working or physics?"
curly: "ahhh... this class is full of straight up idiots."
boy: " why do you need P90x?"
curly: " ...straight up.."
good times

no olivia? oh. ohkay
stop in front of spanish class talk. get more chocolate leave.
last one to english
all the good seats are taken
oh.. ahh.. dang it.
*be an idiot*
blush


LUNCH eat. dance. fish races.
Get kicked in the butt. inappropriate? hmm no idea
hold hands. cold finger. yikes
drama dram drama drama drama drama drama drama dram drama drama drama drama drama drama dram dramadrama drama drama drama drama dram drama drama drama drama drama drama dram drama drama drama drama drama drama dram drama drama........
sprinkles

Sing. badly. belt. get mad. find michael. drink water. sing angel solo. blush. hate the attention. nasty glares thrown at me. 
oh well. blush some more.
hug mary!!
i love her

go to my locker
"thanks for bringing a smile to a child  - operation smile. .  magan L. "
ahh sign
stupid....cant spell megan.. geezz 

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Never Grow Up

Harry Potter
We were talking about it the other day at sammy's

we talked about a lot. at sammy's (look HERE)

Its one of the most beautiful, sad, and amazing story ever told. ever.
It will stay with me forever. Always

It reminds me of the last musical I ever did at the JR high
The time I left my good friend david at efy
It reminds me of my last day as a freshman
my 2nd year of girls camp
all my harry potter shirts I wore when I was young
My best friends in vernal
Isom in arizona
and it reminds me that story is done

It reminds of growing up
and how I am a sophomore.
I will be leaving in 2 years
);

and I don't want to grow up at all.
Im okay with being 16. but I don't want to be any older
It makes me cry actually.
Yes I did cry at sammy's thinking of it
its so different. to be old
You dream about it when your young.  play pretend, steal mommy's red shoes, purple gloves, and put on your cute dress up glasses. at least that what i did.
I'd go in my 'car"and find things to put in my basket from the "store"

Now I learn to drive on state street and get a job so I can buy things.
its just not the same.
i miss it really.

I miss all the memories I 've shared with my friends and I hope we don't change too much.
Never grow up

Friday, November 11, 2011

Wish

Its 11 11 11

at 11:11 make a wish

make it count


live life

Friday, November 4, 2011

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Story

Once upon a time
in the awkward stages of 8th grade
I met a boy.
His name was Lee
He was cute, shortish, buff, lovable and funny (of course)
 I really liked him. a lot

I got butterflies in my stomach when I talked to him
I was always nervous around him so naturally I blushed being so embarrassed about it.
and I would always look for him
Yes, I went to dances saw him there, he asked me to dance red faced I accepted his offer. We waved to each other in the hall and at lunch and after school
We talked to each other  in the hall and at lunch and after school.

Of course he flirted with me and red faced I flirted with him.

I was redder than a beet every time I saw his face.
I was shy and really embarrassed all the time.
I think that when i started to blush at everything all the time.
cause I blush very much

Its weird to think about.
Cause its different now
we're different now
hes different
and our situation is different.
Im kinda embarrassed of dances now cause they were AWKWARD
the awkwardness was like an 8

 I was always red in 8th grade
 pretty sure.
thus my redder than a beet story(:

haha I kn w its not that bad but it was for me!!!